To answer your question shutterbug, I asked my school health counseler about it because we had become good friends. She talked with me, and I told her about my family life, and she said that even though I was violent.... it was other signs like... quick changes in emotions and all the stuff that came with that.... I think what really got her was that whole trapted feeling like I knew I was doing something wrong but couldnt stop... *shrugs* All I know is she said it was like bi and I went with what she said.... from a doctors perspective I have been diagnosed with a major case of depression....