I have been bored out of my mind all week. I just got into sober living and I am looking for work. I am reading my recovery books and stuff like that but I am still bored out of my freakin mind. I am scared that this will make me relapse because boredom has done that to me before. I don't even enjoy my game and it isn't like I am depressed or anything. I don't think that I am a dry addict but I don't know. I feel like I hit a wall in my recovery. Music is not even feeling good at the moment. It sucks to say but the only thing that I look forward to is drinking an energy drink and smoking cigs. I want to quit that but I can't right now because I feel like I will lose my mind. I feel like I am never doing enough for my recovery.