Day 32
The first 30 are always the hardest but I got through it and thankfully left that drunken mess in the dust. Sober life for me is always much different than drunk life. Drunk life means constant anxiety, arrested development, chaos, problems etc. Its hard to break free of just getting drunk and forgetting everything because it means you have to own up. I think that's why early sobriety can be so hard.
Next stop 60 days! Thank you everyone for the posts and the support!