Saturday and Sunday attended AA meetings which I found overwhelming. Monday drank projectile vomited did not go to work Tuesday. Wednesday drank projectile vomited.

Today forced myself to work felt ill all day. Got home from work tipped the remaining alcohol down the sink and cleaned my bathroom.

Why is life like this for some people? I will keel on trying to get well. This time I will do it on my own. Like lessgravity says no one is coming to save me! Therefore I will save myself!