I think's great that you are self-aware enough to realize all of that about yourself. I know a lot of people who are sober, but have not done any serious work on deeper healing of family issues, childhood or adult trauma, or really any sort of self-introspection about the things that drove them to self-medicate in the first place. I worry about them. For me, I know if I don't get at the root of my pain, I'm destined to go back out there and look for relief in a bottle.
Best of luck to you with the therapy, Suzie.