Support
Thanks for everybodies words, I do find solice, I have just been messaging Dan and explained a lot of things, these are not private messages just emotional I dont think I can explain again but if Dan would be so kind to forward to anyone that wants to read then he can.
They basically sum up why I cant move in any direction at the moment but this vicious circle, hopefully the circle will break soon and I can get on with my life.
But until then I am moving house this weekend and my ISP will be disconnected on Monday, but should be back on line within 10 days, just when i'm getting to know people.
I promise myself and you all that I will stay safe in these hours of darkness.