Today I have one desire
Hi all,
Today is a bad day, my overwhelming desire for my wife is clouding everything at this point in time I have no desire to quit, no desire to get dressed, no desire to move on and dare I say it but of thought of what is the point in going on.
I am at a very low point emotionally and I do not see any light at the end of the tunnel just darkness, the darkness that I wish would just swallow me.
I'm sorry for this sombre mood but coping is one thing that I am not doing at the moment.