Congrats on 9 months... I was also very heavy drinker daily for years and I know excalty what u are talking about with anxiety. I had Dr tell me years ago need to quit or otherwise would have problems but I kept drinking. Few years later got sober and was anxious but got health fair done at work and it was all ok. Don’t get stressed out and ruin sobriety worrying about things we can’t change, they say our bodies heal themselves after we quit. 😊