Originally Posted by
Michsm 
I have not lived in my own place last May when I left. I decided to build a house...it was a poor emotional decision at that point in my life and it will not be done until end of March. I am living on my own but nothing here is mine so maybe that is why...I feel stuck.
This is absolutely the most positive, upbeat part of this entire thread. YOU are BUILDING a HOUSE. WOW!!! A new beginning!!!!
I am almost at the 5 year mark of my separation. It took over 4 years for me to start feeling halfway normal. We were together 14 years. Grief takes on a life of its own. It just IS what it IS.
Now, you go and start acquiring items for that new house. You will feel better once you are moved in. Keep working your recovery program. You GO girl!!!!
