No hope back at rock bottom
Same old story been drinking everyday since Xmas lieing to my family and missing my work will be fired on monday so will probably lose my house and no money for food. Last cans of beer are finished this morning so withdrawal will be kicking in soon. Why do I do this to myself I had sobriety for 7 months and it was the best months of my life but I can't even get a week sober now. I told my family to cut ties with me as all I do is lie and steal from them I'm a scumbag can't even bear to look at myself in the mirror