That’s such a tough decision from an emotional point of view but the choice is pretty clear. You have to do what’s best for you right now. I was invited on a Vegas vacation for a friend’s birthday last weekend and had to turn it down (bring on all the guilt, anger, bargaining, etc). I 100% knew that a vacation to Vegas would lead to relapse and that’s not what I want. Hang in there...and take care of yourself.