Thank you purple,
I am not doing well. I have been on a bender since yesterday i cave in. I have wine vodka and beer and it really feels like a wish death.
my husband is beside himself and told me he is leaving if he comes back and i am still drinking. i can't stop so he will leave and with him the only thing i had left. i will probably lose my lovely dogs too. i just can't stop and i wish i were dead.
i am so sorry i failed everyone i really tried but could not quit.