(((HAS)))
It's the AV lying to you if you feel "hopeless" or "lost without it" ~ I try to remind myself of how horrible I felt through two relationship breakups....it felt unbearable at those times and I was devastated....now I feel like I have to "divorce" alcohol, and one day I'll look back at drinking like I see those two idiots!
Stay close....let us know how the meeting goes....shoot, I should go to one too!