Congrats on 100 days Spiritman!
I've only reached that far a couple of times, and have been attempting to "moderate" ever since....and it sucks! Just my two cents...it's a constant struggle and you're not missing anything great! My vote is stay the course
Slowly pulling myself out of this moderation crap....Two weeks since my last drink....day 10 of 30 day AF program (The Alcohol Experiment) and online meeting coming up this evening.