I might try Habitat once I'm established, but I need to front the money for the materials. The thing I have working against me is, if they ask for my tax return from 2018 I made decent money on my last job. I had a massive addictive behavior, so I don't HAVE any of that money, but I did make it. Plus, I'm pretty sure RUS and similar programs want you to have at least decent credit and well...lol...
Anyway. I am dealing with the check next week. I am just trying to get back on my feet after a pretty terrible relapse with the eating disorder. Today was a good day. I work tonight, so that will be fine, ED wise.
Car's been running decent, knock on wood. Dry weather helps.