I hear you zoeydog! Work is not going the way I would like either and the start of the year is way more stressful than I would like it to be, so like you, I need to tackle the issue right now before things become overwhelming and unmanageable. One reason I took the job was no working away from home as I knew this was not for me anymore since I got sober. They said a couple of trips to London over the whole 3 months which I was ok with. It’s now turned into 2 days in London every week for the next 4 weeks, I have to pay for it myself and then claim back a month later which has cost me over £1500 so far and I just don’t have that kind of money spare. I know this is going to stress me out and is not good for me.
Anyhow, enough moaning and groaning from me.
Hope all goes well on your “not date” MB!
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