Originally Posted by
Seren 
Hi gemini,
My husband passed suddenly and unexpectedly a little over 3 years ago. That first Christmas/New Year without him was brutal--can't lie. In the first 1.5 years after his passing, I was sick with something every month. I finally worked up the courage to just take control of what I could in my life. In spite of that, 2018 has been a challenging year and wish I could drive a tank over it, lol!
Anyway, all that to say that I'm sorry you've been feeling down. I get it!
Here's hoping for a brilliant 2019!!
I'm so sorry about your husband. I can imagine that was indeed very brutal. The holidays without my grandma have been
so hard. The holidays without my ex were really hard as well. I agree that we have to take control of what we can. I think for me, depression has played a big role in my lack of motivation. I have dealt with it in general for years off and on, so when depressing things happen, it obviously gets worse.
You should be so proud of yourself for doing what you can and getting through all of that and life in general. Thank you, I hope you have a great 2019 also!
