Sao, hope you finally got home despite trains' sabotage.
I've been in a state of silent panic today and feel like a total idiot.
It was years ago, like pre-sobriety years ago since I was on a date.
Even though the guy is just at good friend to me, I can't shake off the feeling that I am terrified to let someone into my world a little bit more.
I think my ex and his obsession with "knowing the truth" and involving his intelligence service friends digging into history of my family still makes it extremely hard for me to trust people.
But eff my ex . I am going to have fun.
New Year, new challenges.
Good night, weekenders.