Day 23 but Not feeling so good today. I’m working and my husband isn’t and has our daughter today. I feel
Like he is mad st me but I’m not sure what for other than he keeps saying I’ve been grumpy and sensitive and crazy the past “few days this flares up my anxiety so bad and I think he is mad st me. Since I’m alone my av is talking to me to stop and get booze on the way home but I know that’s not the way! Ugh. This is awful!
I actually rang in 2018 sober. Had gave up alcohol around December of last year and was sober until I Think March . Had 2-5 weeks scattered sobriety in that time but I know 2019 I need to stick with this.
I just feel so emotional and sad right now!