Thank you Dee and miss perfumado and everyone really, Today its been bad my husband told me if i lose this job we are done he blames me for everything and i just can't cope. its terribly lonely and isolated the fact that i can't speak or have any one who have my back or can help me.
i have to get a hold of myself because i feel i am losing any control i may have. i feel hopeless.
Thank you for saying this about my post Dee, it give me hope to think if i stop i would be able to fix my life. sometimes i feel no matter what i do this life is ruined. i would like to start over.