PinnacleOR

I agree with sentiments above. The immediate answer of what’s wrong is you are drinking. Take the booze off the table and you’ll take a big step for the better. If you’ve had a good stint of sobriety before, do you remember what a month, two months, six months of solid sobriety felt like? I do, and for me my whole world view changed. I had hope. Problems were still there, but manageable and in perspective. I enjoyed a passing smile, the sun on my face, thinking g of my goals and dreams. You can get there, just don’t pick up a drink.