Originally Posted by Hope1989

Hello Dee,

Thank you very much for answering.

Physically, I'm still recovering. It is a miracle that I am still alive and actually in good condition.

Mentally, I am a bit better but very, very confused. I'm also sad and a little bit pissed off to be quite honest. I'm resentful, and I don' know, I guess my head asks me how will I live without going out to party and drink and having this "fake fantasy" that my head plays.

Thanks