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Old 12-14-2018, 04:21 PM
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Misc72
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Originally Posted by badgerden View Post
Hello Joy and welcome from Eastern Oregon. Congrats on your sons accomplishments! To me just being able to apply to Harvard is a big deal. Just imagine yourself in 3 months being able to be by his side and sober regardless of whether or not he is accepted! that would be a great goal for you I would think.

Whats done is done, I am glad you are okay, do you have plans, or ideas of how you want to change things around? As hard as it is try not to beat yourself up to much, I have spent way to much of my sober time with regrets and anxiety over things long past and forgotten by others. Easier said than done.

Lots of support here, stay close

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Thanks for your response. What I will do differently is to NEVER entertain the idea that I 'can' moderate. This wasn't a spur of the moment slip. I premeditated this for weeks. I was 100% confident it would be different this time. I was dead wrong.
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