I am on Day 11 and it feels great. Sleep comes and goes but even in the dead of night, I can wake up and feel happiness that when the morning comes, I will feel just fine. It is such an incredible feeling.
And my mornings are so calm. I can make poached eggs again because I am not shaking. The girls love that so much. And evenings are so luxurious and long. I can cook. Exercise. Write. Do homework with the kids and remember it. Play games with the girls and remember it. Read a cookbook and remember it. Listen to the radio and remember it. Watch the fire. Listen to a podcast and remember it. Think. Be grateful.
I am so thankful for all of it. My task from now on is to figure out why I gave all that up for so many years.
I love you Class of November 2018!!!