Even-sough I still ruined and continue to do so. Yup it is addiction. I'm beyond sick and tired of it all. Again, I still drink!
Originally Posted by
D122y 
Imo...that is addiction.
Until I had a reason to quit that motivated me enough to quit...I couldn't do it.
If they put me in jail for 10 years...technically I could not continue to drink. I would not die...I would dry out. When I got out I would drink again. That is addiction.
I crave still, but not as bad as the first 6 months. It was worse the first month than at 6 months.
I had to suffer through. It gets harder at first..then easier.
But, if there's not motivation..e.g. dieing or sick, DUI, fired, losing kids...it is very hard.
I was dieing.
Thanks.