Originally Posted by
trailmix 
I'm glad it went well for you, as well as could be expected anyway and that you got some of your questions answered.
It must have been a bit weird for sure. The whole cousin thing, I guess it's like free rehab with alcohol service. I imagine she thinks she is doing something good for him and maybe she is, who knows! Nothing else has worked - 4 rehabs. All that remains to be seen.
Do you feel any differently about it all now that you have seen him?
Maybe she is, who knows anymore. The feelings are still there to be honest, and weirdly tonight I feel sad knowing he's staying with her, they have a nice arrangement going and I'm all alone (I know self pity is not attractive). I feel bottom of the list more now having placed the boundary of not reoprting back, it's like he said he respected that, but I think he's not going to do or say anything to jepradise where he is now. His rehab friends he messages all the time, I just don't know how or if I fit in now.