Congratulations to you, HFA. You might not feel like it right now, but this makes you an honest to goodness BADASS. You have done something that many just don't think is possible, making a choice to quit forever. Well, the truth is that most of us who quit an addiction, do it just as you did. YOU CHOOSE. And having made that choice, you are free, free to get on with the entirety of living a well lived life.
Well done. Onward with your badass self!