Quit,
I used to drink those little wine bottles too. It was a total joke. Drunk at all my kids baseball stiff. So sad.
It took me basically going diabetic to quit. Feet swelling, belly out like i ate a goat.
It was a total living hell to quit, but i made it this far.
I have problems still, but drinking is not one of them.
I have such a problem w authority. My boss gave me annual feedback today. I have been obsessing over it off and on all day. So sad.
Drinking has damaged my brain and it takes years to normalize. The whole time we have to deal w the crave.
My boss is the real deal. I need to respect him and get on w my life. Drinking put me in an emotional holding pattern for 30 years.
Onward now.
I know it is very hard to quit. It is impossible for some. Maybe even me. I won't know for sure i was able to quit for good until i am breathing my last breath. If possible, that might be one of my last few words i utter. I made it sober.
Thanks.