day 4 feel very depressed and full of self loathing. Been dealing with health issues and anxiety for a while now. Just generally feel like crap! Like just run down my system is kind of out of whack, I am out of shape, depressed, etc. But maybe if I can persevere with stopping smoking pot I can some how dig myself out to a better place. It is not only the pot withdrawal that has me down, I am just down - just feel crappy. Hate the chemtrail polluted weather, the sad state of the earth, the sad state my body feels- just generally life kind of sucks right now. But I hope it will get better as I stay off pot, get past withdrawal, do some mineral rebalancing with my doctor, et back into yoga and exercise- hopefully all those things will make me feel less awful. been feeling awful for years- when I am smoking too. in a bad way but also glad I am finally going for this quit.