sounds amazing and you worked for it. I know what you mean I had 50 something days sober last year and I felt peace at least peace from the drama that active drink is :the wreckage the what i did last night, the anguish of knowing deep down that the way i had behaved had nothing to do to who i am inside. The guilt the sorrow the shame is all too much.
Alcohol is a poison not only on the body but also for my soul. Your post inspires me i want what you have.
best to you, very happy for you.