Hey zoos, I can relate. I am a 52 year old guy who's had a few careers in drinking...all alcoholic in scope....20's, 30's, and 40's. The former 2 were characterized by a chameleon like ability to seem ok. Behind the scenes they were anything but. The history is punctuated by many periods of sobriety ranging from a couple of months to nine months. I don't know where you are in the progressive stages but if you're an alky, it likely won't get better. I too read a great deal, but I have found exercise/music very helpful as well. It totally honest (which I appreciate a great deal); 100 lbs is always 100lbs and an hour on cardio is always just that. Plus it is completely within my control (very little is at this point in my life). Anyways, thanks for the post....I too am at the 4 month period. Best
:edit: Forgive me, but what or who is your AV? Not asset value for sure