6 weeks today and boom I’m hit with STRONG AV
I posted a very “self inspiring thread the other day”
I was feeling so strong as I approached 6 weeks
I haven’t had cravings in about a month
Floating peacefully
The past 48 hours have been such strong AV and craving that I feel physically ill
I’m writing in my skin
Why is this wave coming over me? It can’t be physical
There just seems to be no light at the end of the tunnel
Am I cursed to a lifetime of rules, cravings, deprivation, meetings?