@Glenjo99
This is probably the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with in my life. I would never wish this upon anyone... so I myself feel for you as well.
You are a lot stronger than me.... I wish I could say I have 2 months under my belt of no contact. He left exactly 4 months ago yesterday and I still feel as if it is day 1 after he left. Once I found out about the other girl, I lost myself even more... the 4 months I spent working on myself just crumbled.
Sending you positive vibes for your situation <3