Originally Posted by D122y

Izzy,

Yup. I'm the same age as you and have been drinking to get drunk since I was a little kid.

Imo...the body can only take so much abuse. Everyone is different. I hit the wall in my early 40's but the addiction and lack of education kept me drinking until I was late 40's.

Anyway, quitting was a living hell that I hope I never forget. This place, like AA meetings, keeps the memory alive.

I was paranoid and agoraphobic for a long time. Most of that is gone now.


So now I am ready to drink again. Right?

That was the uneducated me.

Being clean is how I was designed to be.

I am drug free other than some otc vits and lisinopril for bp.

I read here every day and post as well.

Sr is like a sobriety place holder. If I lose sr....I lose my place.

Not without a fight.

Thanks.