Yeah, it takes some time to adjust to being sober. But I'd rather be sober and bored than drunk.
Sounds like your resolve is strong. So good for you.
I had the sobriety was going to be different this time feeling, too.
And it was. That was nine and a half years ago since I've picked up a drink.
Things will get better as you relearn sobriety. Life and the freedom sobriety brings from the anxiety will open up a whole new world.
I wish this for you, so hang in there.