I found your post very interesting and I could relate to the introspection that comes without a film of alcohol. Thank you for sharing your experience.
Sometimes I know I may read a text or an email and think something was implied, and when I read it again I realize I missed a part or read it too fast - the drawback of being able to read everything at a stoplight on your smartphone. We're posting about very real, intimate, soul-bearing stuff on here tthat we might not share with even a best friend without being able to convey tears, smiles or intonation or a look of compassion and acceptance. which I have to remind myself of when posting as well as reading. What I meant may not be what you read and vice-versa.
I enjoy your posts. I hope you continue to share your thoughts.