Hey there Calitano,
I'm back to Day 2 as well. Were not idiots, were alcoholics.
I fell off the wagon at 6 months sober, and my binge lasted an entire month. I feel lucky that nothing severe happened.
I found that once I started, it was like a freight train, I wanted to consume massive quantities, it was never "just a few."
I hope your finding strength today....I'm right here with you