I’m not going to miss;
- watching food fall out of your mouth when you eat drunk.
- waiting to hear the garage door open while keeping the phone next to me.
- the fear of you killing someone drunk driving.
- cleaning the bathroom because you sway while pissing.
- the tension when I stare at you trying to decide if you drank or not.
- the excuses I have to come up with as to why we cant attend a social function.
- the scavenging for empties hidden around the house.
- the lies
- the anger
- the depression
- the fear.
I will embrace;
The freedom.
The peace.
The calm.
The fresh start.