This was a great post to read, and it really stuck out to me when you said the more you drink one night, the more you want to drink the next day. I am the EXACT SAME way, which is so opposite of everyone i know. When I would go out with friends and get completely blacked out from partying, I’d wake up in the morning to texts from them about feeling like s***, I’m never drinking again, etc. Me....I’d be up at 9, ready to drink again, and often I would. I’m not sure if it was the hair of the dog thing, or what. Sober, that does not happen to me at all. I wake up in the morning from normal sleep, and just want coffee and a La Croix. I to this day don’t understand why that wasn’t the other way around.
Thank you again for posting this.