Thank you, fini. I definitely agree with you about coming here. Now that I am here and see how much everyone has in common and where it invariably goes in one way or another, it really helps. It also has really been helpful to connect w/ others who are so similar to me. I haven't ever tried this before, so it's really new. I think the connections are really important for resolve. So far, I haven't been able to just talk myself out of it - I always mess up. But, I feel really good today. Thanks for taking the time to write.