Thank you
Thank you to everyone for the encouraging words. I know it gets better but I am so impatient these days. I’ve been working on my plan and have a lot of plans coming up that I may cancel on. They will all be triggers (tailgates/beach parties/etc) for me and I need to focus on staying sober. I remember the first 6 months were hard with triggers and cravings and then after that things got so much easier and more routine.
Having said all that I have not lost sight of today and the need to be sober today.
Sending love and needing it at the same time.