Hi. Maybe you could try changing your routine at 5 or 6pm this evening. I suggest going for a walk / run / jog.
Exactly like you (and many other good people here) I really wanted to be sober, stop drinking, could feel it inside me but just couldn't take or make the step (again). But I really didn't want to see my life in 5 years time and how it would be. In 5 years time your daughter will be 19, imagine what your life will be like if you still continue drinking till that time? How will your relationship with your family develop over the next 5 years if you continue drinking.
Check in to SR each time you need it and just read, you are not alone.
So go on change the routine about 5 or 6pm. Go for a walk / run / jog. Do it for yourself and change the direction. You will be glad you did it.
Wish you the best.
Last edited by Dejvice; 08-20-2018 at 01:45 AM.
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