My prayers too. One thing that comforts me on the loss of my son to addiction (he has been missing for almost 15 years now) is that there is and has always been help out there for him, even if he is incarcerated, there are meetings in prisons, and each is available to him if he decides to reach out.
I like that drug court is strict on enforcement. It's the only way it could ever work.
I am glad you were able to let go of the pain, GreenChair, resentments can eat us alive.
Hugs