I know what it is. I know what I want. I was sober for a year. A whole year! God I regret picking u that bottle and I'd give anything to take it back. I know how good sobriety is. I want it. But I need support. I need someone.
My new quit date is 8/18/18. By writing that date I'm making it official. I'm not turning back. I'm not giving in. My plan for the intense craving is to call my husband and come here and hope to God someone talks me out of it. i have to do this. I'm not giving up. i don't give up.