Originally Posted by
Dee74 
congrats on your upcoming 18 months Snowy.
I remember other threads you had on these lines recently- not wanting to drink but feeling low and feeling like being hit by a tonne of bricks?
I think sometimes we feel we have to feel upbeat and super motivated all the time and of course that's not sustainable for anyone.
We have to take the downs with the ups, just like everyone else, alcoholic or not.
Having said that though it does concern me that this is a bit of a recurring element for you lately tho, over several weeks now - what are you doing for your recovery right now apart from SR Snowy?
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I’m not doing anything new for my recovery.
Just trying to ease myself into situations that I previously would have avoided.
Training a new apprentice for my business, even this seems a worry.
Maybe I should do something for myself. Go swimming or bird watching.
I never seem to be able to find the time to regularly do something for myself.
I do still have underlying relationship issues which I address a little at a time. Takes its toll on my zen/Qi.
Also it’s still Floating around in my mind that my mum has terminal cancer and a poorly functioning heart.
Can’t seem to get things in order in my brain.
Things will be alright.