congrats on your upcoming 18 months Snowy.
I remember other threads you had on these lines recently- not wanting to drink but feeling low and feeling like being hit by a tonne of bricks?
I think sometimes we feel we have to feel upbeat and super motivated all the time and of course that's not sustainable for anyone.
We have to take the downs with the ups, just like everyone else, alcoholic or not.
Having said that though it does concern me that this is a bit of a recurring element for you lately tho, over several weeks now - what are you doing for your recovery right now apart from SR Snowy?
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