Hi Lascaux
for me I had to put as much effort into not drinking as I did my drinking - and I was the guy who'd walk a mile barefoot over broken glass for a drink.
Think about hat you're doing to stay sober - is it enough - what else could you do.
How could you short circuit those inner arguments so that drinking is not longer a viable outcome?
more support? better use of the support you have? Changes to your lifestyle?
The answers in there somewhere
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