arthox, this
I'm going for forced self-rehabilitation.
is quite concerning to read.from your very first thread:
I can't cure whatever this mental pain problem I have is I need help I need real help.
here- take a read
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...archid=8329031
read this,too:
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...deep-hole.html (ah geez Rick, I'm in a pretty deep hole)
and this:
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...7048-back.html (Back)
theres a few common themes in all of them:
-doin it on your own
-excuses why you can stop
-leaving the door open for drinking
- not WANTING recovery.
ya think maybe its time to look at this all differently? maybe WANT to stop drinking?
then be WILLING to go to any lengths for that-lengths that dont include self rehab,which seems to get ya drunk?