Originally Posted by
Arthox 
I'm so worried about myself.
But not yet worried enough to not drink?
You made a choice to go to a party, you made a choice to drink at that party, and these things don't just happen by magic, they are choices and decisions, conscious or otherwise. Choosing *not* to go to a party at this point in your life seems the wise choice, are you going to make that choice next time? Or are you going to repeat the same pattern?
We usually have to make changes in our lives in order to stop drinking, at least temporary changes. Some of those changes might include not hanging around people who drink, not going to our old watering holes, not going to certain stores where we used to buy alcohol, and not going to parties. If we're not willing to make those changes, almost certainly we're going to stay stuck in the same circular pattern.