you still have the awareness of it
that`s a natural thing,and some of it will always be there.There is no 100 % escape from it since we are human.Self used to rule over us now it just pops it`s ugly head up once and a while,more so in the early days of sobriety.
God uses us anyway to help others.We just supply that willingness. Keep
on praying and living 10-12. That is the growing part of our program
You are probably just where you should be,keep doing the right action